She shrugs. "I don't know," she lies, and she tries her best to make sure Riku can't tell that she's lying.

This moment, right now, is paradise and it will possibly be the best thing she'll ever experience, the nicest memory she can burn into her mind until she fades away into nothingness.

After this, what then? What will happen? They can't keep this fairytale up forever, no matter how much she might want it. She's a Nobody, and he...he has a heart, and even though she doesn't want him to leave, she knows that she would rather he be happy where there was sun and brightness and people with hearts instead of remaining in the dark, ominous shadow realms where the darkness could do terrible things to someone's heart.

"Never mind," she says, and suddenly her eyes are blurring with tears. "It's...not important." She is a Nobody -- how is this hurt possible?